The last song of life

Yesterday my grandmother died.I came to know at 5.00 pm in the evening. And we had to leave for our village. When we reached there it was 7.00 O'clock.It was a winter evening. So the atmosphere was very cold and quiet. It was hard to say that was it because of the death or cold ? The empire of death was there in the street.Every face was swollen because of crying. Everybody was preparing the final journey of the most beautiful gift of the almighty. It was very late when my grandmother's body had started the last journey on the shoulders of her children. For the children it was the worst journey of the life but for her it was the best because once they entered into this world from her womb and now she was leaving this world on their shoulders.

                 For her sons that was the longest walk of their lives. When four people lifted her bier, my aunties came out of the house and hold my grandmother very tightly and they were crying and saying that we would not allow you to go. But as she was a dead body and no matter how you love that person nobody wants to keep a dead body in his or her home. This is a bitter truth of life that once the relatives who don't want the person to die , after dying they only don't want to keep the person's body in the home means they want that person out of the house as early as possible because the God inside the body is not there anymore so the body is now useless. My aunties were detached by my uncles and the last journey of my grandmother started. As we were in the village, there was no light only torches were there. So we had to see in the moon light plus the light of the torch. It was dead quiet in the jungle. The sounds of birds and animals were an addition to the scenario. The trees in the darkness were looking like people as if the agents of death were waiting there for my grandmother.

                The atmosphere was very horrific and fearful. We could listen the howls of hyenas and dogs not from a very distant place. Every shadow and every tree in the dark was looking like a devil. All the fears inside our brains were coming to life all around us. Everybody was walking very close to each other , it was hard to tell that the fear or the tragic event brought them together. We reached the place at 11 O'clock. It rained before two hours. So the atmosphere was extremely cold and shivering. A normal wave of wind was felt as a needle penetrated to our bones. We started to assemble the wood logs. But unfortunately the wood pieces and logs were at a distance of 100 meters. So we had to carry the logs on our shoulders in the dark and cold environment. It was difficult to handle the torch and wooden logs together so we had to walk all the way in the dark tumbling here and there. Finally we assembled enough wood to prepare the pyre. The pujari did some sort of rituals and then my eldest uncle gave fire to the pyre. And the wood started to burn. It was a strange feeling there standing and watching her being destroyed by the fire. But according to me the fire was creating a path from the Earth to the Heaven for her. The small sparkles of fire were hovering over the pyre as if the body was going to the beginning bit by bit. It was a very beautiful scene may be it was not a proper term  over death but it was beautiful.

                Because of the cold and light of the pyre nobody wanted to move away from the funeral pyre. The body started to burn and the final step of her life was there. According to hindu culture the soul lives there for 12 days and then goes to heaven or hell. So just for curiosity I started to look around but could not find anything. Then the fire was very high as if it wanted to touch the sky and it was now impossible to even stand near the pyre so everybody moved back. Before few hours nobody wanted to let her go and now nobody wanted to be with her as it was getting darker and colder every minute. So everybody decided to go home. For the whole life my grandmother served her family and raised her children very well and she was there with her children in every walk of life but in her last walk nobody was there with her. She had to cross that path on her own how strange ! As soon as the soul detached from the body the body which we nourish so much lost its importance. It becomes untouchable which for us the best thing in our lives. Every relation came to an end that night for her as her soul started the last journey. So the question is we should love our body or our soul ?
What should we trust the outer body or the inner part. So finally at 12.30 am the last song of my grandmother's life was being played but silently. There were no words no music but the song was there , but nobody could listen that song and I was trying. And I came to know the only truth of our lives and that is the DEATH. THE LAST SONG OF OUR LIFE.

It is 10 O'clock Part-2

Krishna and Aashka started their journey back to Ahmedabad. The whole camp was staring them but for them the existence of the world was no more.  Krishna was so happy that he almost forgot everything , he lost his soul and mind into hers. And Aashka was feeling the same for him. They started the journey by the bus to Delhi.  It was a long journey so they had a lot of time to talk. Krishna was watching her , she blushed and said , “ kya kab se muje ghur rahe ho ?“. He said nothing and kept on staring her , she got a bit annoyed and said,” what are you looking ?” . He said then sweety , you are so beautiful that I can see your pure heart from your face. And I was searching my place in that. She asked , “ did you find then ?” . He said no , she smiled and said , “How can you find your place in your heart , because my heart now resides in your body and your heart resides in my body “. He was excited by hearing the answer , he just kissed her head very warmly. Their love was going into a different stage now. Then the rest of the journey was finished without any further interesting incidents. But when they reached Ahmedabad, the time to get departed has come. The moment that both hated to come but it was time so it was there.

                Both of them having their numbers and addresses so it was not an issue. But that walk may be  the longest walk of their lives. The loneliest walk ever. As soon as they departed , they both wanted to cry but they promised each other that they  would not so they were not doing that. Krishna reached home , met his parents. They were very happy to see him after a week and Krishna was also showing the false cover of happiness otherwise his heart was with Aashka. Same scene was at her home too . After 10 pm , they messaged each other and decided to meet each other at 6 pm after Krishna’s office. They met at a coffee shop. Krishna reached early and eagerly waiting for her. He saw her coming and my god, She was looking so gorgeous that every eye in the hotel was turned towards her and when she sat with Krishna. Every boy was jealous of Krishna’s luck. But none of them was feeling this , because for them the world was among the four eyes. She said hi and said I could not sleep last night , he said me too. And added may be every lover used to say this and maybe it was said thousands of time , but still I am saying , that I could not live without you. Aashka said I would not allow to live without me either. So please , “ap mere papa se bat karo and mera hath mango “. Krishna wanted to dance after listening this , but he kept his cool and said dear I have already done it. She surprisingly said when , with whom ? So he said calm down calm down. I told my parents about you and they agreed , now tell me what to do ? Either you tell your parents or my parents will come to your place and tell them. She said I will talk to my mother first and then you send your parents to my place ok. Krishna agreed to that.

                And to their surprise, Aashka’s parents without much offense agreed for the marriage. So the path to love was opened for them and now it’s their turn to build the nest of love for them. Krishna and Aashka were astonished. Krishna wanted to arrange a surprise for her. So he planned an event. He went to her home to pick her up. He was waiting outside next to his car. And then the moment came , she stepped outside the car and Krishna saw her and he felt that the gates of heaven were opened and the goddess of beauty herself was there in the form his to be wife. My god she was looking so ravishing and gorgeous that the Moon in the sky forgot his path and stopped to see her. But all of a sudden clouds covered the Moon as if there was a competition between them. But finally the Moon won the race and touched her face with its rays and that scene was jealous even for the Gods sitting in the sky. She was walking towards him and her every step filled love into the cells of Krishna’s body. His heart forgot to beat, his blood forgot to circulate , his brain forgot to accept and receive signals , his eyes forgot to blink, his lungs forgot to breathe. She was looking straight into the eyes of Krishna so she could not see a stone in her way and about to fell down but Krishna held her safely in his hands and there was a hugh sigh of the grass because they missed a chance to touch the most beautiful creation of the God. In a very sweet voice she said hi Krishna. And Krishna felt rejuvenated. This was the voice Krishna wanted to listen when he would be dying. And then he took her to a very special place…

There was a boy named Mohit

There was a boy named Mohit Thakkar. He was doing B.Sc.. He was a very bright student in terms of study. But very shy by nature. He still managed to have a decent group of friends in his college. He was not very rich so he had to go to college by the city bus. Whenever he saw somebody with his or her loved ones only one question was there in his mind that “ usko uski dream girl kab milegi “.

                And one day that happened. He was going to college and he saw a girl and for a moment the world around him stopped , he forgot to breathe , he just stared her , his heart was pounding , he waited for his entire life for this moment.  She took the same bus as of his. Now the question was , “vo kaun si college me hogi  ? “ .  He was praying the God that please she must be in any of the colleges around University. He was just looking at her without even blinking. The bus-stand was near , mohit was sweating as if he were swimming.  She got off the bus mohit was feeling out of the world because it was his bus-stop also.  And one more surprise was waiting for Mohit as she walking in the direction of his college.

                Mohit was feeling very lucky. Now the question is should he talk to her or not ? After gathering every bit of strength he asked her ,” new admission “ ? She replied yes , she told that she was transferred to this college from Bhavnagar. Then he briefed about the college. She was his junior. After this incident mohit used to reach the bus-stand as early as possible. He used to reserve a seat for her every day. She was also feeling special about this because no one in the bus dared to sit next to him apart from her. Their friendship was deepening day by day. Mohit also felt the warm feelings from her side also but he did not dare to ask her.  

                One day Mohit came to know that she is asthmatic patient. That day onwards Mohit never allowed her to go home alone. He had to walk an extra mile because of this but he never cared. He helped her in every possible way. He had drawn her entire biology journal. He guarded her against the entire boys group. Both of them showed their feelings but may be the silence was a better language. At last something had happened that convinced Mohit that she loves him as much as he loves her.

                The incident was something like this. It was the last day of the college before midterm vacation of 15 days. She asked him that she wanted to sit some more time with him as it was the last day. Mohit agreed to that and they both went to their own classes. But at that day Mohit’s luck was not with him. His teacher closed the door of the classroom for some activity and Mohit got stuck. He could not believe his luck that his dreamgirl was waiting outside for him and he got stuck . He cursed the teacher  but he was helpless. Mohit was restless , every second the clock is ticking and possibilities of her waiting at the bus-stand are dying with it. Every second was important for Mohit because after that day he was not able to see her for the next 15 full days for Mohit this was like imprisonment but he could not  do anything in that situation. At last Mohit’s wait came to an end and they were allowed to go home. Mohit ran like a bullet of a gun to the bus-stand. He was not hopeful that she might be there but voila she was there at the bus-stand. Mohit could not believe his eyes that how could this be possible. She was there but as Mohit reached near to her she seemed to be so angry that Mohit couldnot even dare to see her in the eyes. Then he said I m sorry but she said , “do I know you “ ? Mohit was stunned but he did not loose courage and tried to convince her that it was not his fault. At last after half an hour Mohit succeeded and she talked to her. Mohit could see the feelings in her eyes but none of them was able to express may be this is called divine love. She said , “ Mohit muje bhul to nai jaoge na , muje miss karoge na “..

Mohit smiled and said ,” nai me tuje yad nai karunga , vo thodi dar gai but then he said are yaar you stay here and he was pointing his heart so I can’t forget you ever. And there was silence the bus arrived and they took the bus…

                During the vacation it was almost impossible for Mohit to stay without seeing her. But he was helpless. He had spent the 15 days of time by counting each and every second. And at last Mohit’s wait came to an end. It was the college reopening day. He woke up at 5 a.m. in the morning , got ready as early as possible and went to the bus-stand. He was eagerly waiting for her, but she did not turn up. Mohit’s heart was broken , he walked very heavily towards the college as if he were dead. Mohit was eagerly waiting for the next day but to his shock she did not come on that day also. Now Mohit was in great pain , he did not know the number so that he could inquire. But hope was alive and the third day brought an end to his pain . She was there at the bus-stop , mohit’s heart was filled with joy. He forgot the pain he went through in the last two days. She was looking awesome, the word beauty starts with her presence only.  She was also thrilled to see him again.

                They had a very long talk on that day. But Mohit was feeling that she was not there with him. Something was missing , but due to over happiness he missed it. After a week later she was waiting for him at the bus-stop to go home. Mohit came and she told him with a very sad voice that now they should stop seeing each other. Mohit got stunned , shocked and shattered. His dreamgirl was telling him to forget her. Not possible may be over Mohit’s dead body. Mohit was so hurt that he was not even able to ask why because he was lost somewhere. Then she told that she was a Christian and he was a hindu . And her elder sister married to a hindu and their marriage was not a success , so her father called her when she was at her hometown. And asked her that please do not marry to a hindu marry to a Christian only please it is my last wish. Now she asked Mohit that , “ esi condition me vo kya karti  ?“ . She convinced her father that she would not do anything like this. After saying this she stared Mohit very anxiously. Mohit could not believe his luck , that he lost the most important battle of his life without fighting and ever for a very unimportant reason. He could not  say anything to her he just smiled at her and walked away. After that time Mohit never talked to her , she tried but Mohit avoided . Mohit was very depressed by heart , but nobody knew around him not even his parents.He smiles but not from the heart.

 Mohit is still unmarried , may be waiting for his dreamgirl.

                

Sleeping Beauty

It was a normal day. Neither very bright nor very dull. Pratham Shah was getting ready to go to his college. He was looking himself in the mirror. He told himself that you look very handsome and the truth was he was the most handsome boy of his college. And plenty of girls were anxious to talk to him. He was the center of attraction in the college. He was a bit proud also about that may be with beauty proud comes naturally. He came out of his home and started his bike. And he saw that the house exactly opposite to him was now occupied. Somebody was moving in. He glanced at the family and rode his bike towards his college.

                He came back from college in the evening. He dined and went to his room on the first floor. He opened his window and he felt an amazing scent. The aroma had been so effective that he could not stop himself looking for the source of that aroma. And he saw a beautiful girl lying on her bed in the house just opposite to his. She was so beauteous that even the dark night could not hide the grace of her face. Pratham froze and could not move even his eyelashes. He just kept on staring her even after the light went off. His mother’s voice broke the silence and he came out of that dream. He started to think that , had he seen a dream or she was there . He went to sleep after deciding that he would inquire about that girl in the morning. But he was not able to sleep as that face was everywhere.

                He woke very early in the morning. But the window was shut. He waited for more half an hour. But the window was still shut. He was very eager to see that he even tried to make some noise so might the window opened by someone. But the window remained shut and Pratham lost the hope and he went to take a bath. As soon as he came back to his surprise the window was opened but the bed was empty , he felt very empty too just like the bed. He was combing his hair and all of a sudden he saw some movement in the window he ran towards the window and saw the maid cleaning the window. He felt embarrassed. He came down for the breakfast. He ate but he could not taste anything he drank but without the real thirst. Then he got busy in his father’s work.

                At 11 o’clock he came out of the porch and started to clean his bike but his eyes were just on that window. But he could not see anybody. He left for the college, but that day none of the girls could attract him. He came back early from the college. And with heavy steps he went to his room. He saw towards the window and to his surprise she was there just lying on the bed and reading something. So he was not able to see her face. He was praying the God that please let me see her face and  then a miracle happened, a mild wave of air from the window moved the pages of the book and she saw outside the window. Pratham got stoned footed. He was neither able to move nor able to stop seeing her. She looked at him and that look was like a ray of the Sun that just burnt something in her heart. He was not able to understand what was happening to him. She again started to read the book , but he was still there waiting. She tried to see him behind the book but every time she was caught by the eyes of Pratham. She shut the window and he felt that the gate towards the heaven was shut.

                He felt very nervous. He could not think of what to do to talk to her or how to get information about her. Then  he had an idea. He went to his little sister and tried to inquire about their opposite door neighbours. But he could not get much information. His lifestyle was now changed he started to wake up early in the morning and then sitting at the window pretending to read but his concentration was only on that window. After two three days for the first time she smiled back. And Pratham he was feeling out of the world. He felt that she was also interested in him and their little love story started to fly. She also was found near by the window only sometimes lying idle and sometimes reading. Pratham was very keen to talk to her.
                And one day he dared to ask her number. He wrote his number on a big board and showed to her. She read the number and then he was waiting. Few minutes passed the phone did not ring , he was loosing hope and the phone rang. For that moment that sound of his phone was the most beautiful sound of the world. He received the phone and said hello. A voice sweeter then honey struck his ears. He turned deaf for a while and could not answer back. She keenly asked r u there ? He said yes yes, and asked her name. She said Ujala. Pratham felt that the name was perfect as she was the sunrise of his life which he never wanted to set. They talked about their studies and her mother came so she hung up the phone. Pratham was in love very deeply but he needed to find out that whether she had the same feeling or not ?

                That question was killing him because he was in love with her so deeply that he could not even think a life without her. He asked his sister to get familiar with the neighbours. His sister did it very nicely. Now he could have the information he needed. They started to talk daily , he could not think anything else except her . He stopped going to college he stopped meeting his friends. The only friend left was that window which was a bridge to the heart of his dreamgirl. Till now he was not able to tell her that how much he loved her but she could feel that in his eyes and he also felt the same feeling.

The warm stream of love was flowing among the four eyes. And then one day he dared to tell her that he loved her since the day he saw her for the first time. There was a silence on the phone , for him the silence was killing. He said , “arre yar kuchh to bolo ?” . She hung up the phone and shut the window. Pratham was feeling nothing as if he were dead. He could not believe what happened just . He called her again and she told that you didn’t know me very well you did not have any idea about my past. He enthusiastically said he did not want to know her past as he wanted to live her in the present and added that he could know her very well after their marriage. And then Pratham heard the most beautiful words in the entire universe said by millions and even heard by many more. I love you. He was feeling like a king he was thrilled excited his blood was heated up at that he could even fly if he would have tried.

                Next day in the morning when he was moving downstairs to take the breakfast his sister was eagerly saying something about Ujala to his mother. His sharpened his ears to listen the conversation. She was telling that she was very unlucky. He started to think what could be the reason. She told that she met with an accident two years back and since then she could not walk as her spinal cord was broken. Pratham’s heart sank, he almost fainted. He ran away back to his room. He could not believe what he has just heard. He looked through the window and she was there as usual lying on the bed and smiling. She was looking gorgeous but he was not able to watch. Whole day he could not do anything and during the night he could not even sleep. And in the morning he decided something, he woke up and shut the window forever. And went to finish the routine work. He took his breakfast at 10 and went to college at 11. The window had lost its best friend and Ujala lost everything as he was the only happiness in her life. The love was defeated by the body and the heart was sobbing somewhere in the middle of two windows. Before two days he had decided not to live without her and today he started to live without her. Ujala met with the accident two years back but the actual pain was just started to hover. Now everyday she waits for him at the window but the wind can never bring the good news again.

It is 10 O'clock Part-1

It is 10 o’clock in Ahmedabad. Most of all the offices are being opened now. A branch office of a very famous bank is also being opened now. The staff members are coming to the office . At that time a normal looking boy named Krishna Patel arrives at the office. He is a very good natured boy from a very respected background. He himself set a very high standard in everything he does. But the problem is he was stuck in a 10 to 6 job. He lost the spice of life. When he was in college , he used to enjoy very much.

But now he got very bored because of his daily boring routine life. He is thinking it just now while opening his email. And one particular email catches his concentration. The email was about an adventurous trekking camp being held in Shimla. Krishna is excited by reading that email and immediately he has decided to join the camp. He opened the website and filled up the form that afternoon after lunch. In the evening he went to the office for paying the fees for joining the camp. He reached home at 9 o’clock. He dined with his parents and went to sleep. Soon after he fell asleep he started to dream about the adventure he is going to have the next day.

He got ready early in the morning because he had to catch the early morning  5 a.m. train to Delhi. He went to the station at 4:30 am and was searching the compartment. He found it and adjusted himself him in the compartment. The train reached the Delhi station and the remaining journey to the camp needs to be finished in Bus. So finally Krishna reached the camp site in the evening , might be almost night. The atmosphere was very good at the camp site. The atmosphere was a bit cold , but the camp fire kept it little warm. The small fire insects were flying around making the environment a little mysterious but very nice. Krishna was feeling very good , he dined at the site and then went to his tent to sleep because he was very tired. But he was not aware of the fact a very unique surprise is waiting for him.

Next day somewhere around 4:30 am in the morning , he was awaken by a loud sound. He came out of the tent with his eyes half closed. And all of a sudden he saw a girl , the most beautiful girl on the Earth. It was dawn , the Sun did not come out fully. The Sun rays were  golden . And those rays were making the girl’s body very shiny as if she were made up of gold. She was in fear but that fear on her face was making her even more beautiful. Krishna could not take his eyes of her and instead of helping he just stood there. He was not able to see her face but her long hair was visible, because of running her hair was looking like a dark cloud which also wanted to see the beauty so chasing her face. Her body shape was so perfect that you could not find a nano byte of imperfection with even a magnifying glass. Then all of a sudden she stopped running , because the snake was caught by the camp officials and she sat on t rock but she was breathing very heavily. And Krishna was still watching her , she was sweating and Krishna was jealous of that because the water droplets could touch her and he was not able to do that. Krishna felt that the rock on which she was sitting , taunting him that , “dekha muje chhu liya usne tuje nai “. And then something astonishing happened , she looked at him , smiled and walked away towards her tent.

Krishna was so shocked that he could not even smile back, because his heart was pierced by that smile. He lost his heart for ever. On that day in noon , they had to walk to 5 kms. Krishna was dying to meet her. So he was thinking from where to begin. He was walking but his concentration was not on road ahead and all of a sudden he fell down and twisted his ankle. The camp officials took him back to the camp despite of the fact that he wanted to go with them. Krishna could not believe his luck , he was cursing himself while resting in his tent. Around 8 o’clock they came back. The dinner was at 9. Krishna was waiting for this moment because he could see her at least. She was at the far corner so he was able to see but not properly. Krishna was very sad. After the dinner everybody needed to wash their utensils so he walked towards the river to wash his.

But he never did anything like this before and apart from that his ankle was paining so it was not comfortable for him to wash them. And a very sweet voice struck his ears saying that , “me kuchh madad kar dun ?“ . He turned back to see who was she ? And to the utmost surprise it was her, Krishna fumbled and about to fell in the water and she caught his arm. My god, the Midas touch , the touch almost stopped his heart , the touch wiped out every negative thought from his mind , the touch was like the touch of life , the touch heat up the blood in Krishna’s veins , And finally the touch gave a birth to new Krishna Patel. He just stared her and she aksed , “ ap har ladki to ese ghurte ho ? “ , he wanted to say no but words were not coming out of his mouth and he said , u r beautiful. She laughed and said I know. She helped him in cleaning his utensils and while doing that she asked him that was he afraid of snakes ? Now Krishna was bit ok so he replied no. Then she asked why did not he help her in the morning. He said that , “ that snake was not trying to attack you “. She looked curious. He said , “it just wanted to touch the most beautiful creation of the God . Your smell might have attracted it towards you. Poor creature won’t be able to live more “. She asked why ? He said he could not touch you that’s why. She said u are a nice bluffer mister ? He said Krishna and you are ? She replied Aashka Pandya. He said wow very nice name , “ vaise bhi apka nam kuchh aur ho hi nai sakta , kyunki ape k diye ki jyot jaisi hi pavitra aur nirdosh najar ati he , sach kehta hun “. She rounded her eyes and said enough Krishna I am overwhelmed. He said he is only saying the truth , only truth and nothing but the truth as if he were taking an auth. She laughed very loudly by this action. And then their first meeting was over.

Next day in the morning , they had to visit a nearby waterfall but Krishna was not allowed to go. And he literally fought with the camp official to go. They started to walk , he was in immense pain but as soon as he saw her his cells forgot to send the pain signal to the brain. She greeted him and again that touch , those cute little tender fingers filled happiness in every cell of his body.  She asked him that why did you come ? He waited for some time and replied that he could not miss any single chance to see the venus(the goddess of love) herself. She angrily said , “ ap phir shuru ho gaye  ? “ . He said ,” sach keh raha hun yar”, you don’t know what you are. She was enjoying the talk and just smiling. Krishna was enjoying every moment of the day. He was noticing every movement of hers and every action of hers. Then rest of the day nothing exciting happened.

And finally the last day came. Krishna was worried that from tomorrow what would he do ? how would he live ? So Krishnahad decided to know everything about her. So he went to take breakfast with her. She just took the bath and my god she was looking so fresh that even flowers might want to borrow some freshness from her. She asked him about his leg. He said it is ok now. And asked where r u from ? She said from the Earth. He smiled and said very funny , please tell me where are you from ? And to his great surprise she said Ahmedabad. On listening this he wanted to dance but he could not . He said what , me too . But then why did not we meet in the train ? She said she joined directly from Delhi that’s why.

Then he dared and asked her phone number. She said yar I already told you many things but I cant give you the number and she walked away. Krishna was both shocked and surprised. Later on that day it was camp fire at the night as it was the last day at the camp.

                At 10 o’clock in the night , there was a camp fire. Everybody gathered around the fire and waiting for the camp officials to do something exciting. So it was decided that everybody must represent his or her talent. One by one everybody was performing. And now there was Krishna’s turn. He stood up and said I would not represent any talent but I wanted to tell you something. He said , I joined this camp in search of adventure but my dream came true. I wanted to see the beauty of mother nature , but I saw the God’s most beautiful angel, god’s perfect creation. Aashka was listening carefully and it did not take much time to understand that he was talking about her and she started to blush. He said he came here in search of something different which could fill his life with some action but he got the true meaning of his life. Then he turned towards Aashka and said can you please come here in front of me ? She was feeling very shy , but still she came. As she reached there , he knelt before her and asked with all the feelings he had. Will you be my partner to walk the path of life ? Will you the beacon of light for the rest of my life ? Will you accompany me to face the music of life ? Will you with me to smell every piece of life ? He was speaking so passionately that everybody forgot to even blink. Now it was her turn to speak.  She was so touched by his actions that she just nodded her head and said yes. Krishna could not believe first so he said to speak again and this time she hold his face into her soft hands  and said, “ han han han han han “.  Krishna was thrilled on hearing this may be his ears were designed only to listen these words.